Chapter 43

Chapter43

-Vera-

Before making my way to Charlotte''s garden, I go by Lucas''s room, looking for a babysitter.

I knock on the door, hopefully he''s already off duty.

I hear some rumbling inside the room and a shirtless Lucas opens the door, his hair disheveled. "Oh, Vera, hi," he says. It seems I have taken him by surprise.

I smile at him.

"Hi Lucas, I hope I''m not interrupting."

"No, not at all. Did something happen?" He suddenly steps out of the room, scanning my surrounding He really is overprotective.

"No," I''m a little perplexed by his actions, "I was hoping you could apany me to Charlotte''s garde Truthfully, the entire castle felt stuffy without Noah here.

"Oh! Right, sure! Give me a minute to get dressed."

He shuts the door in my face. I mean I get it, it''d look terrible if I, an unmated female, entered his room A minuteter he''s out, this time fully dressed.

We make our way to the garden in silence. Once again, it''s alreadyte and most of themon areas are When we enter the garden. I''m surprised to see Charlotte tending to some nts. She''s the only one han "Lucas! Vera! Hi!"

"Charlotte? Why are you here sote?" Lucas is the first to ask her and approach her, though I''m also "Oh, I thought I''d get some work done while Ethan finishes his shift. He''s meeting me here once he''s

I smile at this. During the dinner it was quite evident the connection they both had.

Lucas besides me yawns, quickly covering his mouth and trying to hide it.

ed a little...fresh...air."

still.

deserted.

er head perks up when she notices us.

ring the same thing.

"Lucas, Ethan and I can walk Vera back to her and Noah''s room once hees here, if it''s alright with you," Charlotte speaks in her soft voice.

Lucas turns to me, his eyes red and tired.

"It''s alright, Lucas. Go get some sleep, I''m sorry for waking you."

"No, no, it''s ok, any time. Charlotte are you sure?"

"Of course," she smiles gently at him and I pat his back.

"Your babysitting duties are officially over, thank you."

He turns around as he yawns again, practically dragging his feet as he exits the garden. He closes the door before he leaves, leaving Charlotte and I alone. "I''m sorry to impose, Charlotte, I just needed..."

"Fresh air?" She smiles at me. I notice she does that a lot.

"Yes." I smile back at her and take a seat next to where she had been working.

They are a few nts I don''t recognize. They''re quite beautiful, quite green and their still unopened flower pods already smell so fragrant.

"These are Moon Peonies, they''re very rare around here. Ethan got them for me for our first anniversary. It takes them five years to bloom." "That''s amazing, they smell good already."

"Smell?" She looks at me a bit bewildered, sniffing the flower pods from up close. "I don''t smell anything, must be your werewolf nose."

I frown. The smell is quite intense, I would think even a human nose would pick it up.

"Anyway," she continues to tend to her flowers, "tell me, when does Noahe back? Ethan told me he''d be gone for a couple of weeks. You''re wee here any time, I know that castle can be a little stuffy."She crinkles her nose at this. I know exactly what she means.

"Thank you," I smile at her and continue, "I''m not sure, actually. He seemed sure he could be back sooner but, I don''t know, really."N?velDrama.Org ? content.

"I''m sorry, you must miss him a lot. Ethan and I aren''t fated mates and I still miss him terribly when he''s gone. I can''t imagine what it''s like for you."

I look at the mark at the base of her neck. Since they aren''t fated mates, their connection muste directly from the marking.

"Charlotte, can I ask you a... personal question?"

"Sure!"

"What made you decide toe here with Ethan? It seems like such a dangerous ce for a human."

"Well, same thing as you I suppose... Love."

She keeps tending to her flowers so she can''t notice my expression; If only she knew that''s not entirely why I came here.

"The mark, it must''ve hurt a lot if you heal like a human." I continue, diverting my train of thought.

Her hand goes to her mark and she caresses it with her fingers, smiling at the memory of it.

"I''m not gonna lie, it is the worse pain I have ever experience, but when a lycan marks a human, part of their abilities are shared with their mate. In my case, I was fully healed the next day."

She sees the confusion in my face,

"Is that not the same with werewolves?"

"To be honest with you, I only ever met werewolf mates, I wouldn''t know if our abilities are passed to human mates."

"Really? I thought having human mates is rather normal, like with lycans. You see, there aren''t many female lycans born, most of the time male lycans have to find human females, and that rarely produces Lycan children."

I''m shocked at this revtion; Charlotte is basically telling me the overall lycan poption is going down. I make a mental note to explore this topic further with Eli or Elden.

Charlotte and I keep making small talk. I was right the first time we met; I knew we would be quick friends. She''s the nicest person I have encountered here other than Lucas.

She tells me about her childhood, how her parents nearly passed out when she told them she was marrying a lycan. How she knew that having children with him was a long shot but that she was willing to take a chance, and how Ethan was in fact the sweetest person she had ever met, despite what his friends might think of him.

Once Ethan arrives after his shift, both Charlotte and he take me back to my room, to Noah''s room. I thank them and close the door as they turn to leave, hand in hand..

I turn around and face the room. This is the first night I''ll be sleeping without Noah here.

I change my clothes and put on one of his shirts; one that still smells like him, and crawl into bed.

For absolutely no reason, I begin crying into the pillow, the emptiness I feel consuming me, until sleep finally ims me.